Rossa - Hati Yang Kau Sakiti -

cukup lahh

aku ni jenis kalau tak suka aku diam..
kalau marah pon aku diam..
kalau nak bising pon aku bising belakang..
sbb aku tak suka panjang2kan..
tp tu la..benda tu semua buat makan dlm..
buat hati lagi sakit sbnrnya..
tp tu sbnrnya aku..nak buat camne..mmg takle nak ubah..
ada kebaikan n keburukannya..


serius, aku adalah sgt tak suka bln 5..
mcm2 benda penah jd dlm bln 5 dalam hidup aku..
since aku kecik lagi..bkn jd apa..kiranya kenangan pahit dan duka..
ye la..mcm abah aku meninggal bln 5, bestfriend aku meninggal pon bln 5..
family aku yg eksiden kat karak hiway dulu tu pon bln 5..
so setiap kali bln 5 aku adalah sgt takot n tak suka sbnrnya.


aku igt penyeksaan bln 5 aku tu dah berakhir..rupanya ada lagi..
aku adalah tak suka perasaan ni..
aku tau tuhan tu sedang menguji aku..tp sampai bila..
serius kali ni aku agak frust semua ada..
hanya aku dan hati aku je tau apa yg aku rasa skrg ni..:(

cukup la..
aku dah tak mampu benda2 yg melibatkan hati dan perasaan ni..
ye aku nmpk kuat, tp dlm aku hancur..

hurm..

-entry ni takde kene mengena dgn sesiapa..hanya antara aku, aku dan perasaan aku..

9 tahun ...

hmmm ekceli dah lama aku cari lagu ni..
why me lord-shaggy
lagu ni mengingatkan aku kat abah..
sehari sblm abah pergi, dia ada mintak aku belikan cd shaggy..
tp time tu aku baru mula belajar..
aku ckp la aku takde duit..
then sekali terus dia tunjukkan cd shaggy tu..
rupe2nya abah dah beli sendiri..
kiranya abah nak bergurau je ngn aku...
dan tak sangka pulak tu adalah gurauan terakhir antara aku & abah...
hmm..:(

tp...nak buat camne..
benda tu dah 9 tahun lepas..
kejap je rasanya ..tu ketentuan si "DIA"
apapon, kitorang doakan abah selamat kat sana dan berada dlm golongan orang beriman..

We miss u so badly abah!

Why Me Lord- Shaggy

Early Sunday morning in the spring of 96
Chilling on the couch watching the bulls against the knicks
My honey marches in and ask if I think I'm slick
It seem she found my shirt with lipstick
I thought I could explain but then my story wouldn't stick
Incriminating pictures show me some other chicks
It happened once before and she was tired of the tricks
She ask me if I can spell the word evict

Why me lord situation looking kinda bad
Why me lord I lost the best girl I ever had
Why me lord I'm homeless and I'm feeling kinda sad
Why me why me why me why me
Why me lord how you member massa god so quick
Why me lord when trouble tek you pickney shirt a fit
Why me lord is just because you don't know when to quit
Why me why me why me why me

Just the other day when I was rolling with my crew
Made a little flex around by flatbush avenue
Calling to some honeys and sipping on my brew
That's when I saw the boys in blue
Pulled us to the side why I don't even have a clue
Looking for a reason and they finally found a few
A case of ammunition and a loaded thirty two
I can't believe what I'm going through

Why me lord here I am I gotta face the time
Why me lord though the evidence ain't even mine
Why me lord I swear I ain't guilty of the crime
Why me why me why me why me
Why me lord how you member massa god so quick
Why me lord when trouble tek you pickney shirt a fit
Why me lord is just because you don't know when to quit
Why me why me why me why me

Take heed never take advantage of the thing you need
Never let yourself be over come by greed
Walk the straight and narrow and you shall succeed
Get you act up to speed
And try no matter what it takes to give a next man a blye
Everybody else deserve a piece a the pie
Honesty the best policy no sell no samfie
You no need fi wonder why